life is a rollercoaster ! hey ya ya ya ya

life is full of surprises, agree peeps?
i can say - i have gone through lots of up and down in the past 2 months!
some surprises are nice and sweet, but some others are just sad and grief.
afterall, i always go back to the rule of thumb: everything happens for a (some) reason(s) and let the time answer it :) i have to wait, but what can i do..... i feel- after all i have been through all the 21 years- makes me easily-open-hearted "AccePting" all the hurting realities which i have to walk by..... finnaly i realize: i am strong yet fragile!

i am not sure whether it's just a coincidence or it's a utamanian "curse...."
kenapa utamanians pada stress?? or is it really the period of time which people referred as "nyari jati diri" kind of thing.....??? now de BIG question in everybody's life: What i really want to do with my life? do i know what i want? NO! i am known to be a kind of girl who wants to get married and settle down and blablablabla.... en now here's come "teguran alam!" i went to 2 wedding xpos in the past 3 weeks- geez i thought it's gonna be hell of fun! it was for i kept having bites at bakery and restaurant stalls HAHAHAHAHAHA @ the same time, there's a thought in my mind. Marriage is a sacret thing, and why all these time i say i wanna get married soon.... it's not just i-love-you-you-love-me-let-live-together! it's more than that, i suppsoe marriage entails BIG responsibilities and commitments..... ask me now and I would say: i don't get married soon huhuhuhuhuhuhuhu or maybe waiting for someone who could change this perception :D

speaking of UtaMAnianS... "chapter 7: the colours of love" has just recently published! smartly written by KebHo! two thumbs up bho! hayuk write more! i am waiting for chapter 8 and chapter 9 lho! here we go......

| Utamanians Encyclopedia |

Chapter 7: The Colours of Love (Authored by: that guy KheBho)

It is nothing but only normal for two human beings to fall in love for each other. And for so many people, their first encounter with the bittersweet taste of love started as early as when they were still in high school. The story below tells the much-talked-about, the great and the UNIQUELY mind-blowing saga of love that happened right in this school Sri Utama back in the early days, made famous by the pioneer batch of Indonesian students enrolled at the school at that time.

It was funny, romantic, sad, resentful, passionate and in a few occasions, suicidal! Put it in one word, it is simply complicated, why? because there were just too many characters involved!

" B likes C, B confused and told D about it. D got friendly with C and it was only a matter of time before D fell in love with C. D was already going out with F at that time, he also got confused. E and I was D's closest friend, E and I knows everything about D.

E was already with someone called G who was L's ex. L has a friend called M who once questioned L on what is so good about G that make L love G so much . I was also hooked up already with K. One day E broke up with G for some reasons, and not long after, D also called it an end with F for stupid reason. Suprisingly it didn't take long for F to get a new partner, it was L!

Seeing D got so close to C, B probably was angry and/or hopeless at that time. Then came into the picture is A, who then eventually hooked up with B. B was smiling again.

Without D's knowledge, E is having it on with C behind D's back. D found out, both C and E was sorry. The three of them became friends again.

Then came graduation, everyone's leaving and going to different direction. B was "playing" around with H (whom was then an object of affection/lust for many people like X, Y and Z) when A was not around, they called it an end. C and E also didn't quite make it far. Neither I and K.

I for some reasons turned out to be a self-acclaimed seeds planter. I was trying to get it on with just anybody within I's grab. With C, with A and it was to be believed that I was trying to get it on with F also. Only God knows how many people has fallen into I's trap."

and the story continues from year to year...

Some of you readers might questioned the integrity of the story above. It could be a myth, a fable, a fairy tale, a true account or whatever it is you want to believe. But the message that the author is trying to say is... It is only fair for you who have read this chapter to decide for yourself -young reader- whether you are ready to face all the ups and downs and sideways of the many colours of love at such a young high-school age? what will be your story like? how are you going to play your character? is it gonna be the lonely suicidal guy who slashes his skin with a pocket knife everytime he got rejected? the you-should-be-proud-that-I'm-actually-talking-to-you kind of ermm.... whore? or that goofy lovefool who is waiting to be saved in the name of love?
But really, the one million dollar question is whether you and your friends can create even a more complicated saga of love in Sri utama with more twists and turns and drama? Please, no actual killing or getting someone pregnant should be involved in the making of your story.

Good luck, you are in a journey now.

It is sad to say that the author of this chapter has limited capability on keeping tracks of how this what-seems-to-be-a-never-ending tale of love continues, simply because "damn" (he said)... too many characters and its all web-tangled everywhere.

`Note: at the time this book is being published, the Author is still single and looking and he can't figured out why. Bless him.'

Bho, i copied yah!
and for my non-utama peeps, fyi: bubble is one of the character lho! who am i.... i shall say: make a guess or it's just gonna be utamanians secret.
HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA

ok, i got to go B zone.