bubbLe's diLemma
today is may 17th!
same old same old:i am still unemployed...
new thing: i am unconditionally accepted to 2 of the uk unis! also i have one conditioned accepeted to 1 uni! it becomes unconditional once i sent my toefl test result.....
time never stops en so does de spin in my head...
it rotates 360 degrees everyday... i want to stop de spin but i couldn't...
i got to think *hard* making "rite" decision for my future!
well de options are clearly: forcing myself to get a job OR putting my self @ relax mood by simply going to graduate schooL!
well, it looks 2nd option is simple en just sweet! but HELLO.... if i do this option.. it means that i will go back to indo *eventually for good* earlier compared if i can get a job en postpone my study! PLUS.. my dad's pressure... he doesn't allow me to stay any longer than july in states if i don't have a job! he wants me to directly pursuing my master degree en searching for a mister @ de same time HOHOOHOHOHOHO aren'u dad?!?!?!
now option one may looks refreshin' for de damn reason tat i am not READY to go back.... en mentally not ready to start de whole new education level....
buttttttt, i am tired sending resumes out without any good results!
got luck tat time ... but then de job is sucks
then still waiting for another 2 responses..... hopefully there's sumting tat works out... aMiN!
yesterday i had a late supper with naga.... en talking to MR. Naga really inspired me! FYI *mungkin ada yang ngak tahu* Naga is one of de closest en oldest friend tat i have here in SeaTTle.... even skrg jarang hang out... huhuhuhuhhuhuhuhu
niwei nice to go around seattle by nite with NAGA.... i have missed this old ritual for sumtimes..... well, yesteday ritual is sumhow not complete..... cos we are missing couple guys...... daNieL - ndRew - Heng-Q !! we miss u lots en lots..... de laff en de screams are not tat strong u knoe guys :S
anyways.... here's de top 5 points from Naga en moi conversation!
1. don't start any other education right after ur graduation cos based on other experiences, i can get burnt out! en my missing kbRonk is one of them! bronk bronk kok ndak pernah crita sih loe ma gw! huhuhuhuhuhu
2. i will be more happy to live in indo..... taken de assumption of the postive correlation between my manja-ness en my family & friends presence hihihihihihihihi
3. i am a picky girL! dia bilang i am loooking for a balance physical and personaloty in a guy?!?!?! am i?? maybe u guys can help me out to correct or RE-correct his opinion LOL
4. school is de best place to find your soulmate! besides school public transportation is a good soul-mate meeting media too! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA i knoe sumone meet his cinderella on a bus station.... also sumone who meet her "white-horse prince" on a Bandung-Jakarta train! LOL
5. SeattLe is a good place to live! de diversity en de geographic city plan are great... it's just de weather tat becomes a problem sumtime.....
i think i am just waiting... en waiting.... en waiting...... for sumthing tat i don't even exactly sure ~ shhhhhiiieeeettttyyyyyyy i am so freakin' aimless now!
but dun worrie... i am sure i'll get through this!!
posted by bubble @ 5:22 PM
5 Comments:
Manja,
I have a question who is a mister that your pap is looking for? Hohohoho….
Mr. Naga rite…you are too picky…but namanya juga cari temen idup yach..wajar sih…everyone wants very….very bestlah.
In bottom line, kalo ada opportunity yach bok jangan disia2kan gito loh…jangan piker kelamaan..ntar keburu ilang tuh opportunity yach.
Wes gito aza deh.
Kapan nih kitaaaa ke liat ‘bitch,’ khan udaranya dah enak nih?
nah gud question... gw sendiri ngak tau bapak gw monya yg kayak gimana? but maybe sumone yang kalah ganteng ma dia hhehehehehe
hah masa sih gw pickyyyyyyyy??
mungkin iya sih... abisan klo nyari yah kudu lebih baek daripada sebulomnya... which i sumtimes doubt there is lho hikz hix...
niwei wut u mean by opportunity? a guy? a job? a this-moment graduate offer? be specific dunk ah... katanya enginer kudu specipik! hohohohohohho
udara apaan yang enak orang mendung en gerimis gitu lho... gw mpe keujanan di jalan ke skola haiks
~ Got nothing to say much other than tek it izzi, brizzy, n slowly .. as always .. wakakkakaka .. it'll pass .. u just have to wait for the rite moment to come .. like everyone else does ... hihihi .. eniwei ember neh weather parah abiz here in TO too .. gelo siah, masa one week ujan mulu!!! pengen gw lempar tuh tepe kalo liat weather network .. LOL ~ cheers
I mean any opportunities. It could be that you’re already mentioned above. I dont what your opportunities are. It's only you that are able to see. My suggestion is never doubt to try and dont be afraid to doing wrong n fail because we will learn from our mistakes to become stronger in the future. At least, lo ngga nyesel karena dah pernah coba.
Please build your PD in order to achieve your goals...jalan masih panjang bok.
- cheers -
si pemuja rahasia:
iyah nih.. i try to make it slow but sure hehehehehehe en u knoe i am still go lucky en go happie u knoe.... i just hang on here waiting for de right thing comes @ de rite time...
bellevuer_seattLe:
hahahahahha eh bro... bahasa loe dalem man... ngak sangka euy! kmana aj loe ni ari.. si stepan ama naga nyariin lho...
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