bittersweet 21

as many of you know, my bday is coming.
so first thing first: the list is on! huahuahuauahauhaua
get de goods coming peeps, i am in need of fulfilling my apetite here :D

like any previous years, any gift card (subway and quizznoss okay too) are welcome :)
huahauhauhauhauhauhuaa
oh en i don't have any dateline, so please feel free to send them any time LOL

gawd. look at me! so despo... i think i just want to cherish the giving and receiving moment in this holy month.

well, in this post, i just want to list bubble's 21 bittersweets.

here we go:
:X i broke up with who i used to consider him as an admirable man.

:) i became reconnect with the guy who once made me think that i am the most lucky and beautiful girl.

:) ;) :D i got my bachelor degree in business administration with an honor.

:( :X i hate to see my family going home before the commencement ended.

:) i witnessed my sister legally married to a bule man who she claims to be her one. I must also say here that it was a blast seeing my mom in tears when my sister had her vow said. oh, not to forget mentioning: hearing the HaRsoNo speech of the year to my bro in law waakakakakaakakakakaka

:D i got my first full time job. plus, i did my first business trip. i bought my first LV out of my own pocket! wkakakakekekekekke

:( i got to indefinetely postpone my dream of living in the UK. i realize i need to decide what to do in life but eveytime i take a step forward, it seems a dead end - it's a double backwards instead. all i feel is vulnerablity and all i ses is uncertainity.

:X :X :X i got lots of pimples this year. haiks.

:) :D i went clubbing and gambling with my own ID hell yeah!

:X i got to know that my best friend is a jerk!

:X :( i didn't pass my GMAT.

:X :S :S i got to send ChiKo home. oh he also got really sick this year. have you ever cried for your pet? i don't shy to say YES. i cried inside the vet when i heard chiko cried once the doctor inserted a thermometer into his butt... then the doctor said "his temperature is 2 degree above normal." mom loves and misses so much darling.

:S my friends left seattLe, leaving me with dateless weekends

:X :( i missed lots of my friends' bday. i believe i hurted someone's feeling so bad eh? sorry.

:( the first time in my life, i didn't go back to indo for more than a year.

;) :P i went on road trips with Lili and Hanafi getting one-year supply for my wardrobe closet. also, i went to TEXAS for my twin graduation ^___^ i got back close to the utamanians especially twin, lili, dumb-O, and inoe. they are really my life supporting people. thank you all. muach muach.

:X i knew how it feels being "selingkuhan" i know how to deal with quadrilateral sides of love.

:X :S :P i moved to a studio loft which apparently hatred by my wonderwoman (aka mamimu) and i got to have another moving house. but, i got to say i love new environemnt so moving to a new place which should be much better won't worry me to much. shenks to my kbronks ;)

;) i did my longest driving record, which is about 9 hours in a day.

:X :X :X 4 deaths of my friends' beloved ones. kebho's grannies, bellevuer's dad, and kim's sister. it was sad to see your friends going through the myseries.

:) :D i got to know this special person, who is really caring and pampering. Thanks God for knowing you baby. I don't know what's lie ahead but i sense the mejik. You turns my weaknesses into strenghts. There are lots of things that I am scared to do and now all i want is to do them with you. I won't regret any single second i spend with you.