size 2!

oh NO NO NO NO NO!
i went to buy a pair of jeans today.. en found out tat i am no longeR fit into size 0!
now i am on size 2! huhuhuuhuhuhuhuhu
u knoe who en what should i bLame for...
in these past 3 months.. i couldn't control wut's comin into my stomach!
g-sus... i ate wayyyyyyy TOO much! i worrie about things TOO much which eventually makes me begging en grabbing more en more fud.... haiks--
So, the plan is now to strictly put myself to DIET mode... 5 pounds in 2 weeks!

bHo, HuaN, en Noe... i knoe when u read this u guys are happppppy for knowing tat i have gained some pounds but.. seriously.. gw ngak pede nih dengan this additional pounds... i looked myself on de mirror en felt tat my cheeck is swallowed... one seems to be a charsiu paw en de other is kung pao paw huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu

weight gain is one thing!
another sad thing is HerroTzky left de states...
dugh.. gw klo siang mo cetting ma sapa neh.... huhuhuhuhuhuhuhu
sapa lagi nih live morning alarm gw plus my interview guru hehehehehhehe
anyways, best of luck to you in JakarTa en SingaPore if u ever decided to go there so!
but pleaseeeeeeee remember me if u, bho, en kambink has a fud fiestaaaaaaa JEJEJEEJEEJE

one more sad thing is all reality shows have just ended!
- Taylor Hicks is de new American IdoL....
watchin de final makes me realiazed one thing! mental juara itu penting!
kat is a really sweet gal... cuman sayang she cried on de last song... yang menurut gw dia kurang punya mental juara hehhehe en i guess tat wut brought the lost!
- aRas ganteng juara survivor..... really this guy is just humble, nice, simple, en sweet HEHEHEHEHEHE de best emank always wins!
-DanieLe won american next top model! she has de personality! outgoing en fun.... en most importantly... she has tat damn bodilicioussssssssssssss huhuhuhuhuhu

i am still CONFUSED deciding which road should i take for de future life journey
seattLe or London??!?!?!?! work or school??!?!
well i guess let de time solves this puzzle of mine...